Psychedelics
Last week i did DMT (ayahuasca) for the first time, had the most beautiful life changing experience with the holy spirit, and i came to Christ that day. I changed my sinful ways and also gained so much wisdom from the holy spirit. i was became happy for once after the experience.
Last night i decided to try DMT again in ayahuasca form. I brewed powdered Mimosa Hostilis root bark for 6 hours and also boiled syrian rue seeds separately for 20min. i combined the 2 liquids in a pitcher and poured out what i would be drinking in a cup. My dosage was 1/2 tablespoon of Mimosa Hostilis root bark powder and 2 teaspoons of Syrian rue. My intention for this trip was to get the experience i needed so could sin less in life and strengthen my spirit. I drank it at 8:00 at night, it was very bitter. it kicked in fast, i was already feeling it after 30min. The experience was already getting kinda dark because i was fearful and trying to hold on to the outside world. I realized it was counter intuitive to hold on, so i let go. after letting go i was feeling a lot better. It was starting to get spiritual. i could feel the Holy Spirit's wisdom communicate with me. i was getting a lot of good spiritual vibes. i began to take an honest look about how i was doing in my life. I noticed at times i lust after women. this lust was nowhere near as bad as it was before i came to Christ, but nonetheless i wanted to cut it out of my life. I thought to myself, "What draws me to look at a woman sexually?" Then I realized that it was because of the temptation from Satan. As soon as i thought this, Satan manifested himself in my spirit. His presence was getting more and more intense. I really wanted God to remove this presence of Satan in me, as it was extremely unsettling. I knew that i couldn't make Satan go away myself, I needed God for that. I prayed To God asking him to remove the presence of Satan because i didn't want him to tempt me to do the wrong thing. But Satan was still in my spirit. Then i knew God wasn't going save me from him because it was a test of my faith. God left my spirit and i was completely alone with Satan. I get up out of my bed and walk near the bathroom. Satan was just pure evil. I looked at the bathroom and Satan said to me, "you should masturbate right now. it will feel good. come on, you know you want to. there is nothing wrong with lust, it feels amazing". Usually the Holy Spirit prevents me from committing this kind of evil sin, but the desire was so strong. I was about to go do it, but then I felt this spiritual pain of realizing how corrupted and evil my thoughts had become. I thought to myself, "the only way i can overcome this strong temptation is if i call my other christian friend, who lives very close to me. I called him and he came over a few minutes later. I told him everything that was happening. he said that he was trying to go fall asleep, but God kept him awake. I asked him if he felt the presence of Satan in the atmosphere and he said he felt sick, spiritually and physically. i was so grateful he was there. My Friend's presence was preventing me from acting on my corrupted sinful thoughts. Satan was tempting me to do other evil things too. He told me i should kill myself and that it would set me free from the the excruciating pain of the experience. Satan also filled my mind with other disgusting, evil, sinful thoughts. it was like i wasn't in control of my mind anymore, Satan was. I tell my buddy that I was scared. He replied, "Yea I am too bro". He told me that by me calling him to come over i pulled him away from him possibly sinning, and that he was really glad i called him. He was reading bible verses to me, but i couldn't understand what he was reading because i was going through an experience of my own. I told him several different things. I said, Please Don't let me die tonight. He replied I gotchu bro. I also said i love you bro, and God. the experience continued to be excruciating, I was hallucinating like crazy. I closed my eyes and i came in contact with some entities.
The beings in this picture look identical to what i saw in the trip. When i first came in contact with this entity, i immediately knew it was satanic. i went in and out of this realm for the next few hours. I also got sensations of the Illuminati and i remember seeing triangles with eyes in them. Enlightened by Christ made a trip report about the Illuminati, and i felt a connection with his experience. i also went to another realm that i believe could have been hell. It felt like an excruciating spiritual despair. And everything around me was just pure evil.There was no good or light anywhere in that realm. I had thought loops, and was experiencing a series of sensations and feelings on repeat. My loops consisted of the Illuminati, seeing those entities, how Satan tempts us to do evil, and several other painful sensations. i had so many evil and painful thoughts that night. It must have been a miracle i did not act on any of those thoughts.
This was the most terrifying and difficult experience of my life. I actually got possessed by Satan! Satan does not show himself to sinners or non believers, but he contacted me and tempted me to to because he knows that i know the truth, and that i am getting on the right track in life. He will continue to try to do everything in his power to corrupt me, but with the power of Christ I will not let that happen. I am grateful for this experience because i believe it will help me do good in life and sin less. I am so glad i woke up to the truth. i know non believers will not believe this experience report, but when you have these experiences for yourself you will know what is real beyond any doubt. I have connected so many dots, and nothing has contradicted with each other. my experiences are similar, if not identical to others' psychedelic experiences. it is no coincidence that we see the same entities. This stuff is real, and people need to wake up.
This i what I wrote when the experience was happening:
I did this because I want to grow and sin less. Just let go of your ego and let God take the experience from here, going through these experiences are not always easy, but growth comes from it. I have been doing good lately, but there is still room for improvement. I feel like this is going to be intense. Some people misuse this tool to get in touch with the wrong spirits, but my reason for doing this is to get the experience I need so I can sin less in life. Right now the trip is getting kind of scary, it is probably because I am holding on to my ego. Remember the spirit does not live in the ego. Wow it is getting so intense. I just watched Adam's video. I need to let go and stop worrying and steering my experience through fear, just pretend like you agree with it. And let the waters take you where they want to take. You. Remember God is in control. God is love, love God. The holy spirit deep in my heart, God wants me to do good things, he doesn't want me to sin, lately i have been doing good. But I could do better, I could read the bible a little more, when you are having an experience like this the visuals dont even matter anymore. It is the last thing I am thinking of right now. I am not scared to die, because I believe and trust in God, and if I do die I will go to heaven, which is holy, and my spirit will be purified. I have let go from the outside world I dont care about the outside world right now, this is an Inward journey from here on out. The holy spirit is with me right now. I am 100% confident it is real, when you have experiences like these, you know what is real beyond any doubt. The visuals are really good right now. At times I do have slightly sinful thoughts, lust one of them. I have slight lust. It is nowhere near as bad as it used to be, but I want to cut it out of my life.
When I look at girls ass, Satan tempts me. And the temptation from him is strong, and when he tempts me I just need to pray and turn to God for help, I cant just tell Satan to go away myself because I am not holy, only God is. God has power over Satan he can make him go away so there is no one to tempt me. Some of my thoughts are bad ones, and especially while tripping dont chase after a bad thought, just following one bad thought can swallow you into a bad trip. I know the holy spirit is in me. But I am still a man, i am not holy. Never ever fall for the temptation of Satan. The presence of Satan is over me right now. And he is tempting me to do the wrong thing. As a Christian you will fight spiritual battles. Satan has come into this world and corrupted it. He tricked eve and Adam into eating the apple. He tempted them. And he is tempting me right now. The reason why God is not removing him from my presence is because this is a test of my faith.
I think will continue to have satanic attacks whether i am sober or on dmt. I just have to keep my faith no matter how much Satan tries to discourage me. well, i hope you all can learn something useful from this report. Jesus Christ is God, believe and trust in him, and the holy spirit will change your life, like it did mine. I love you all!
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